I felt really really bad this morning. ): so i talked to sherly, she can always makes me feel better... and jolene, she talked to about her own problem. Haiz. Anyway, i also think about the reasons that caused her to do this to me. i can't totally blame her actually and i don't want to be a friend who is overprotective or selfish, so i must also change my attitude. Haha i believe i can do it with both jolene and sherly's encouragements and consolations.
(: i found that actually my juniors are not too bad, compared to the time they just joined band, they are more disciplined now. Maybe it's bacause of last time i shout at two of them. Okay i really feel very guilty but i couldn't take it. They made fun of my ASL and i was very angry and frustrated, it's like, i warned them before and they still didn't want to listen. i tried to be a nice SL and be patient with them but there is still a limit. Anyway, now they are quite good, at least more polite, and their skill really improved, i can hear it during monday assembly. Really proud of them, they tried their best to play the school song and it was not bad for the first try. :D must bring some lollipops for them on Thursday. Oh and, the thailand trip is cancelled. out of 96 people in band, only 20 plus people sign up for the trip and obviously, we have to cancel it. That's so sad. ): But, we are going to have a band camp instead! Just now after band prac, the committee had a meeting, and most likely, the camp will be around 19th to 21st Nov. i probably can't make it coz i'm going overseas. ): i know it's sarcastic that i actually put a sad face there when i say i'm going to overseas, but i can really give up the chance of going overseas just for the band camp.
Okay, since today is no homework day and it's health week, i shall stop using com now. (: PL lites remenber to sleep at 11p.m. Good night. (: