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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

it's really not that i'm angry or something, i was just sad and depressed. thought i was a friend that worth treasuring for but in the end i found myself a failure in this friendship. my sincerity to her is not even valuable, like can't even compare with other people. it is real ridiculous that she thought i was angry with her just for that one incident. i mean, do i look like those kind of person that is so stingy? and somemore i'm like being so nice that i even try to calm down and cover up for her when she didn't want to go for band prac. it's like, she could choose not to go for band and upset me but i wouldn't do things that she againsts to. like example, talk to someone she doesn't like. i cared for her so much that i give up my chances and like tried to please her but, i don't see that she actually appreciate it. i wolud do things automacially for her but when i was sad/ crying, did she even comfort me? or even ask me whether i'm fine? she just walked off like that and enjoyed her meal. so fine, i was damn hurt. have no idea why she was so nonchalent about everything. but the next day i still have to act as if nothing had happened. i'm tired.i was once so proud that we were best friends, but now i think it's time to end this friendship.
and i was quite sad when sharon told me that, i felt like been misunderstood. ):

abi: heys! help me tell hui zhen that i hope she's getting well soon. (:
neo yun: yesh linked. and why you didn't come to school today?
amander: thanks for going home with me today! and next time must ask me to go for filming!
i wanna see your beloved jon.
maeann: YEAH! YOU DIDN'T KNOW?! YOU CAN COME AND PLAY IF YOU WANT.

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